Life's short.

Yes indeed.

So aren't we supposed to live life to the fullest, making happiness the key thing?
I am not sure right now, because things always get so complicated and messed up.

Why cant we forgive faster, embrace happy moments & minimize unhappy moments?

Me, for me.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."

- Bob Marley

Promise in the dark

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t care if you’re lying a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

So don’t promise me
So don’t promise me

General,

Not everything u did out of the verge of anger will make you happy, there's a price to pay, consequences to face.
A moment of folly, a moment of satisfaction.
When you thought those had made you happy, you didn't realize how much it'd hurt as well.
When you thought you boldly done it, when you thought it could have made u felt better.
It all turned out otherwise.

All of us have got lessons to learn in life.
Some harsh, some easy, some effortlessly easy,
So please, when you wanna do smth,
consider the kinda consequences and heartache u might bring to yourself & others.

All this,
I am saying it on a general term, not directing.
And, i wouldn't deny,
I've got a lot to learn as well.

Peace out.

Give me a break.

i cant make sense out of your logic,
because i still feel those are just excuses.
you dont preach what you say,
promises are really meant to be broken anyway.

all this will come to an end.
give me a happy pill.

I need to wake up to something happy,

i don't want you to take advantage
of everything that i've given the 'yes' sign.

PMS.
yes i believed that's what's making me all angsty & upset at everyone.
i need a happy pill.

Making choices.

we shall both put in effort then.
you do your part & i'll do mine.
maybe its not as bad as i thought,
i am gonna give you & me more time to deal with all this.

i want to hold a special part in your heart,
where i've your heart & soul when you're with me.