Before & After

im bored,
so here goes (:

are you amazed?
are you frightened?

hahaa it looks scary to me at first,
and i guess for my case, it was the longest segment they'd ever amended to make it straight again - its T5 to L1'
whichever staff nurse or doc that seen my scar, they'd comment "wow quite long uh"
well, this scar & the metal implants stays with me forever,
and looking at it positively,
its all for the better & ive brave through it :)

shiok shiok shiok! :D

im broke, but still feels happy.
when im well, ive more pretty clothes to wear :)
wheeee hooo!!
ive got 3 items from Eils :)
my bff calls me stupid but i still love her heaps.
see, i so nice, where to find?

i am so excited about my loots,
7 of them!!
shiok shiok shiok!!

okay better write it down before i lose track of all of them and my $$ flies ;p
HWC french lace tunic
HWC tri colour toga
HWC mini floral bodycon
RWB golden buttons highwaist shorts BO
HH lace overlay spaghetti top summer yellow BO
HH summer romper lilac
LP peaches & cream dress

gonna stop buying for now. hhehe.
if not im gonna starve the next one month since my MC ends on 24th May which means i would have no source of income from work.

still,
im a happy girl! :)
xoxo.

Enough is enough.

it all doesnt make sense anymore.
i give up,
why not try feeling my agony?

Thankful, ♥

at the side of my bed, as though telling me;

"Get Well Soon" :)

okay back to topic,

on my actual bday though i'd to spend it at home, most of the time lying on bed & the most tragic thing tt happened was having to faint on my bday.

still, im thankful.

thankful for the surprise bday cake, surprise lil gifts & the coordinating with my mom to ask my bro&family to come over to celebrate with me :)

i'd appreciate that.

im still waiting for my big gift though, wahahhaha!

beware, i look horrible, ): what to do, patient what ;p

my lil gifts, (:

& of course, not forgetting my BFF,
who wrote a post specially for me :)

it was totally hilarious, it brighten up my day definitely.

love you!

as well as, AA & LXL actually send me a parcel just in time for my bday!!

im so happy! they're so thoughtful!!

lastly, thankew everyone for all the bday wishes! :)
i'm more than contented though the day was spent simple. hhehe.
& again, i wanna thank those ppl who attended my bday party, you all made my 21st bday a blast!! :)

gonna work on recovery!
cant wait to hang out and watch movies!! ;p
next up will be time for school & work.
cant wait, hurray!
live my life to the fullest, must! :)

off to read 'Dear John', & when ive finished it, its time to read this 2 books again, they both hold too much of memories! (: oh or maybe 'The Last Song' & 'Remember Me' too. hehhee


xoxo
ciaos.

I miss,

when my world falls apart,
would you come catch me?

19th & 20th birthday was spent awesome.
21st party was awesome as well.
what about my actual bday this year?

I

CANNOT

TAKE

IT

ANYMORE!

I wanna look into your eyes again,

back to square one,
this shouldnt be the way,
return that fantasy to me.

how do i convey,
how do i find my way back there.

it feels like a dream to me now.

Awwwww

i wanna watch so many movies!
but i cant sit for long ): boooooooo.

Date Night
Remember Me
Shutter Island
Monga
Iron Man 2
IP Man 2
Last Song
Sex & the City 2

Stay strong,

i'm glad i brave through it!! :D
lost a few kgs, lost plenty of fats.
ahhahaa, now im left with skin & bones literally.
many many thanks to those who made time to come visit me, texted/called me to show concern, bought me tonic & etc.
really really appreciate it!!

now im 3cm taller,
but still walks like a robot at this pt of time.
hahaaa, :D
its okay, endure and soon evrything will be back to normal!
cant wait to see the xray films of my straight spine, wanna compare it with the previous curve spine. hhehee :D:D:D

sometimes when i am lying staring blankly at the ceiling,
thousands of thoughts run through my mind.
is it all worthwhile to trouble myself with all this thoughts when i clearly know whats the outcome.
silly as usual,
whatever it is,
speedy recovery to myself!!!

cant wait for saturday!
though i'd most probably lie in bed to celebrate.
but im glad i'd a blast 21st bday celebration earlier on :D
thank you all!!

ciaos.
xoxo.

Scars,

That was then,

You were worth the fight, but I couldn’t fight forever.
Now all i need;



21st bday party is over, now all im counting down to is the crucial thing on Tuesday.
I wanna get it over and done with, please let there be no complications. Must have faith in myself & the doc, must must must!!!

Some piccas from the party,
there's more over @ fb :)
Thank you everyone for taking time to attend my party.
Really appreciate it alot!
Thanks for the gifts that all of you specially chosen for me, as well as the red packets.

Special thanks to bff & bf for coming early to help me deco the place!! :D
& my personal photographers; Eils and Steven.

FAMILY

RELATIVES

COUSINS


PRIMARY SCHOOL MATE

BFF

SECONDARY SCHOOL MATES

H.E.L.P

XOXO

EMILY & CO.

SISTERS

W66P



OHMQ

ANT & GF

BF & BARRY

SEBASTIAN

STEVEN & EILS

BF& ME

gonna stop my work for a month or so,
really thankful i've got a nice boss who is so ever understanding.

lastly,
i miss daddy so so much!
come back soon! :)

ciaos.
xoxo.