release me

lesson was fun.
physio was quite nonsensical
ljs was yummy
movie was great

that sums up my day
more happy days to come yea! (:
need to save money gosh!

please let me get the boards tmr,
pleaseeeee pleaseeee pleaseeee heh.

goodnight all!
820 820 820! hehee.
nights.


-
that status made me recalled alot.
why, i asked.
i guessed, its the same old reason we're talking about here.

till we say our next 'hello'

on a friday night (:

-

ugly truth is nice (:
hhehe you guys should watch it!!

good luck to me for my 1st driving lesson tmr.
good luck to me for tmr's physio, no pain please!

12th oct, if i fail again i shall go bang wall.


was discussing with mommy, bro and carrie in the noon about my birthday party next year lol ! i know i know its like way too early to even think about it.
but i really got super excited earlier on, gosh wished its just tmr oops.
21st leh ;p
really hope to have a memorable one hehehe.

anyway, the more i think about how people try so hard to get into other's social circle, the more i feel disgusted about it. wonder what's their problem seriously. okay im not trying to be mean but just cant imagine why some people just wanna try so hard :\

overdued piccas,
heh.

♥

♥

♥

♥

okay i needa wake up at 930 tmr,
time to sleep (:
nights.

before the worst.

the answer for my previous entry shall be,

" SHOULD NOT! "

:D

i'm going broke.

guess the pay that came in wont even allow me to survive for a week.

wished daddy can sponsor my driving lessons.

but i think its quite hard since ive already started to earn my own money.

gosh, cant imagine i didnt save at all throughout this 3mnths.

how now brown cow.

need to have a saving plan!

oh well.

money drop from the sky please! lol.

fishhead curry yum yum.

steamboat yum yum

beancurd yum yum

chong pang nasi lemak yum yum.

swensens yum yum.

lol.

i really hope i can gain more weight!

lastly, i love you eils!

dont be upset anymore!

xoxox.

linger linger linger (:

its been awhile since I drank this (:
miss the taste of it,
missing something else as well.

should I or should I not?

i wanted you

blogging from my phone now while waiting.
cool!
but not cool, after failing the test again.

nice one.
tried cheering myself up,
bought ice cream, fries, 2cans of ice lemon tea.
still, the sulky face stays.

what to do.
still gotta keep trying.

wonder what will happen if that bus really hit me earlier on.
i think my soul must be floating around somewhere that i didnt notice the bus.
gave the driver a shock,
and of course, i was stunned as well.
if i really met with an accident just because i failed my test, i think i will curse myself.

okay lah, no point getting upset anymore.
book next test, and start practical.
go go go! fighting!

im so afraid of physio out of a sudden.
it doesnt always soothe the pain, except for heat therapy.

lastly, thank you to those who tried to cheer me up!
esp bff, seow, tsh & M (:
will reply all of your msgs when i finish this post :]

alright bye.
smile, i will try (:

back on track (:

im supposed to study,
but let me side track abit first okay? :p

happening facebook profile!
me love ♥
of course, not those comments but my cousins! :)

i cannot stop laughing about "WHAT TO DO"
& of course, "FRIED RICE"
lol lol inside joke!

i just love my family to the core seriously!
hehehe.

angeline's wedding day was great!
flea titan 3 was great too! :]
the stayover session after flea was even better!
so much crazierrrrrr & etc!
loves loves loves.
view the piccas over at my fb! :D

painted my nails.
looks quite delicious now lol.
& i still think ah-pooh can make me smile (:


alright, back to study.

okay wait, maybe i should have maggie & durian first.

i know its a weird combination.

but who cares ;p

im getting all hype up!

looking forward to my activities this week! :]

but most importantly, i need to pass my ftt & find a instructor lol.

loves.

xoxo.

shattered

i'm at a loss of words.
tell me how do i convey
dont do this to me.

melt, melted (:

my colleagues are the reason why i wanna stay longer over at my workplace (:
esp AA, MK, LXL, LYY!
i cannot mention enough of them.heheee.

im super touched by AA.
i was on leave on monday, because i wasnt feeling well.
she wrote this, ♥ ♥ ♥
so sweet!

when i went back to the office this morning, thinking that its gonna be my last day, i saw this on her partition!

couldnt help it, but took a picture of it! heheh.
a moment ago, she sent me an mms. showing me another picture that she handmade.

gosh, how can i not love her!!
thank you so much! :D
i really appreciate it alot! lovessss.

-

finally solved one issue hehee.
now its time to priotise my stuffs properly and manage my time well! :]
hehehe, shall not get stress up anymore.

now its time to focus on work, since ive decided to extend it,
i shall try my best not to be late, 820am yo! :D
& my practical lessons especially, but first i needa source for a good instructor ;p

busy busy busy!
but i like it.

cant wait to drive
and cant wait for all the upcoming events.

xoxo.
time to sleep (:

):

stress please go away.
i need peace !
arghhhh.

no amount of effort can keep it alive, anymore.

it gives me a kind of satisfaction when i know i can make others smile.
i carry a smile on my face,
hoping that the ones around me feels happy,
even when i'm upset.
i thought it doesnt matter.
but at times, i wonder,
who appreciates?
it makes it harder each time,
when i know this lil effort of mine is being chunked aside.
i want to step back, stop being the giver, stop thinking for others.
but yet, i cant bring myself to do that.
its impossible to please everyone i guess.

(credits to carrie)

granny collected my dress, now it looks perfect.
really appreciate her helping me to collect it, at least i dont have to rush here and there esp with my stomach getting upset.

impromptu decisions are really cool.
i mean, its unexpected & fun isnt it?
just like dying my hair, dinner with M, supper with bff ♥ & ah hui.

today i woke up with an upset stomach again ):
gotta be a good girl tonight, so at least i can be there with the rest tmr to spend my very last moments in cpf. not forgetting, the 820am morning walk :)

well, tmr's my last day at work.
will really miss them, esp AA & MK & LYY & LXL!
i am having mixed feelings now, seriously.
when i first started work, i dread waking up early every morning.
now that i'm leaving, i wished i could stay a lil longer.

this is us, human-beings.
we always contradict ourselves.
isnt it?

lastly, i wanna thank you,
for always initiating to ask me what went wrong & constantly reminding me not to be emo.
i guess you know who you're, dont you? (:

i need to rush over to collect carrie's heels
& home again to rest.

ciaos.
xoxo.

already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

-

HAUNTING.

HAUNTING.

HAUNTING.

HAUNTING.

HAUNTING.

joy & laughter :]

i really dont care how people think of me,
because i know myself best (:

shopping is love!
a pair of heels, nice dress and cardigan! :D :D

im a happy kid today because ive been to the zoo!
snap piccas all i want, etc etc!
the animals were damn cute!!!!
mac's hotcakees for breakfast! & i certainly ate alot today!
i feel so woah! satisfied! :)
tired, but it was a fun-filled day! memorable heh.
luckily the weather still turn out well after a heavy pour :D

-

need to postpone my physio to next week.
gosh im so busy!
think its driving me nuts but yet im still loving this packed schedule.
awww okay contradicting ;p
so much things left undone for cousiezxz wedding, so last minute hah.

after angeline's wedding, guess i will have more free time already.
hahah my to-do-list most of it has some relation to her wedding day ;p
but im so looking forward !
gonna camwhore like mad & look pretty ;p
bliss bliss bliss.


overdue piccas,
i love them! (:
xoxoxo pics to be up soon!

live life with no regrets (:

(credits to carrie)

i wished to turn back time.
maybe then,
i would have gotten the jacket, the longchamp bag, study harder for my ftt and pass it, and wouldnt have strained my back.

okay i'm not emo or anything.
just feel this week isnt going too smooth for me.
but still glad ive gotten my pdl (:
shall look forward to a brand new week!

meetup with w66p was loveable!
the friendship is here to stay, loves.
sorry that i'd to leave early, hope you guys enjoyed the night (:
reuben, good luck for ns k! take care in there!!

beth's birthday celebration was awesome too minus off the later part.
heh. but we all know we still had fun with the companion of everyone yea! :D
bonding, laughters, camwhoring, etc etc.
so dont have to feel bad k beth beth (:
lovesloves.

will post photos soon (:

lastly, eils babe, please rest well!
will come visit you later. loves!
thank you for the lovely flower hair-clip too! :)

xoxo.

Mai Mai Kor Ruk

thi rak

Open this heart with love

this week is a bad week ):
whatever i wanna get, i cant get it.
the jacket, the longchamp bag, etc etc
sighhhhhh.why like that!

'nice right?!?! ' ):

feels damn grumpy
i think im tired.
arghhh whatever.

but still thankful that i met up with emily, seow & shaun! :]
as well as a few days ago, i did manage to eat meatballs over at ikea! :D


experienced a love story came true on 090909.
vicki's bf deliberately waited for 09:09am to propose to her!
so sweet right? hehe. bliss!
btw the below pic is madeline though ;p
all of them wanna hint their husbands lol !

& thank you AA for treating me so nice, really damn touched! hehhe.

took off for tomorrow!
must pass ftt hhehe.

i cant wait for dress down down down on sunday. lol.
zoo zoo zoo. fun fun fun :D
& i cant wait to meet my polymates tmr as well.

&&,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BETH BETH!
SEE YOU TMR TOGETHER WITH THE REST!
CANT WAIT!!
XOXOXO.

gosh, just realised my cousin's wedding day is approaching.
got so much to prepare.
needa alter my dress, paint my nails, get a new hairdo lol
yay cant wait too!!!

alright ciaos.
nights (:


-
try to understand how i feel.
really need to see some appreciation.

quoted.

"So the next time there is pain,
rid it and make amends.
For pain gives you the space to cope,
thus better things will come to plan. "

i like this.
i know you wont mind me quoting it (:
& yes, stop having blues! hehhee.

Rainbowwwwwww.

happy = piccas.
so pardon me! hah.

i finally had mac hotcakes for breakfast!

i'm so happy!
it taste super yummy!

& guessed what, i ordered kids meal ;p

dont laugh hahaha.

impromptu meetup is quite awesome at times hah

right babe?

guessed we still did enjoy ourself.

next time the 2 of us can make it through in that situation as well.
and i really must agree to what you wrote in your blog.

sometimes 18 years old can be more mature than 21 ++

hahha.

i'll be loving you long time alright ♥

oh i just recalled i havent applied for leave for monday & friday.

some one please remind me to do so! heheh.

& i need to start studying for my ftt :D

okay i gotta go prepare already.

or else, my cousins are gonna kill me ;p

before i sign off, i wanna say..

im getting addicted to thai songs!

some one save me! hahahha.

alright, enjoy the weekends everyone! hehe.

& i cant believe my schedule for the weekdays this following week is so packed! arghhh.

xoxo.

ciaos.

see-saw.

today's a good-bad day.
bahhhhh.

ive got this fear in me now.
dont ask me what or why.
sigh.

a wasted day.
but i tried thinking positive.
concentrate on getting well (:

ive got alot of things to do & buy
just constructed the list, and woah, long list. hahaa.
i wanna watch a couple of movies too!
the proposal, final destination, traveller's wife, etc etc.

how much longer must i wait/save till i have 4digits in my bank account.
arghhhh.
cant help it but rant );
i wanna get my license soon.
i wanna get my degree soon.
i wanna live a good life in the future.

PEIRU JIAYOU!
ONE STEP AT A TIME.


anyway,
weird people are everywhere
please stop trying too hard to get into social circle of others.
gross out, seriously!

oh well,
thank goodness its friday tomorrow.
yay yay yay!

i realized this is a very random post. hah!
pardon me for the fluctuating mood.

ciaos.

hit you back! ;p

There once lived a dirty pig,

who looks like this!

p/s : you know who you are hah!

Happy birthday Samantha!

today's baby girl's birthday!

happy birthday once again!

both of you are so adorable, i cant resist.

thank you bel bel for the ultra BIG HUG! :D

its wednesday already!

time passes really fast.

like the way how i spend my time wisely.

cant wait for friday & the weekends!

to meet up with my cousins again.

yay yay!

cant wait for angeline's wedding too!

:D

alright supper time!

xoxo.