a special feeling.

finally home after 2 long nights at cousin's place (:

i'm so glad that ive booked my ftt!
shall pass everything one shot.
I LIKEEEEEEEEE.

anyway i'd real fun with my cousins these few days.
family is love! :D
i cant agree enough for this.
loving them so much.
love seeing my niece so hyper, running around, sticking to me :D
the feeling is great, really.
& i'm so glad i did eve's makeup & hairdo.
i'm happy when i make people happy. heheh.

more more more of all this events! :]

more photos over @ fb! :)

alright, gotta sleep now.

nights all.

prays that i wont have monday blues tomorrow! ;p

xoxo.

misses.

will definitely miss you both :D

so cute right?

(:

adorable.

spells H-A-P-P-Y !

thank you everyone for all the luck! heh.
really appreciate it.

esp Mcken for this poem :D

"At 1250 later today,
your heartbeat's gonna be fast.
but its just natural,
to feel nervous and thus;

so just take your time,
and answer each question.
Cause it really isn't,
all about perfection."

yay & so, i passed my btt !
im so happpyyyy. heheh.
so proud of myself! :X

wore my altered jeans out today,
& im very satisfied with it :D
hehee.

a few more tasks being 'checked' today as well.
i feel so good!

gonna meet my cousins soon,
ehehe really smth to look forward to (:

so summing up,
today's a very hapy & fruitful day!

gonna plan more meetups to watch movies as well.
the proposal, final destination & etc.
heheh.

loves.
now i can enjoy my weekends! :D
next up, evelyn's birthday party, shopping, ftt & practical lessons!
hurray !

xoxo.

send me an angel.

weak weak.
headache, having runs.
zzzz.

shirley's birthday celebration ytd.
& i'd a one-on-one dating session with AA. hahahaa.
had ice cream & pasta.
best lunch ever man ;p
so yes, let me wish you a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" once again shirley! hehe.
hope you enjoyed your day (:

met xoxoxo for dinner as well.
to celebrate our farmer's birthday. heheh.
food was great, companion was great! everything was great!!!
esp the part we went to our 'insane' mode ;p
taught beth hw to interact with hokkien/teochew, with taiwan slang some more.
WAHHAHAHA that part was hilarious, or i should say, the night was all filled with laughters?
playing 5-10 was even better, hahaha!!!
car ride & supper was even more hilarious, because all of us started to talk nonsense ;p
wait, let me emphasize, bff was the one who got uber high ;p
love you all, xoxo.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARRIE BABE!

LOVE YOU! :D

goodluck to me for tomorrow's test (:

cant wait for activities tmr, sat & sun.

yayness!

anyway, i seriously need to get my stuffs done by this week!

peiru go go go! :D

okay ciaos.

gonna go rest and start studying for the test again.

hehe.

xoxo.

Over over over over.

make things simple & less complicated.

the thought of that $40 makes me wanna faint.
why am i so sillllllyyyyyy.
nevermind lesson learnt.
hehehe.

anyway, i really adore my colleagues.
thank you mother YY (quoted from eddy) for always reminding me not to drink cold drinks. hehe. thank you my scandal AA for always engaging me to be a part of all of you.
not forgetting jacq, recent lunch buddy. hhehe
everyone there just makes me motivated to go to work (:

did 292 of 404 questions already.
hahaa.
i must PASS!

cant wait for tmr, friday, sat & sun.

arghhh mac breakfast when?
my hotcakesssss, bahhhhh.

alright,
xoxo.
nights.



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things to do;
alter my jeans
get my card.
study for btt
dye my hair
develop photos

effforrtttttttt

yay wallet first (:

shall slowly source for a duper nice one. hehhee.

off to study teeheee.

when im happy, i take piccas.

ahhahaha.

for haters,

dont have to scroll down :D

eyebags please go awayyyyyy.
think i should sleep early tonight.

wo de kuai le,

Everyone deserves to smile.

summing up my weekends.

sing k, stayover, swim, studied and celebrated carrie's bdae :D
just feels so good.

thank you for compromising to have 'dou jiang you tiao' :]
you guys made me laughed like mad.
heheee.
movieeee soon.

better luck next time for swimming. haha.
but the suana was awesomeeeee.
i love my maternal's side family.
we just blend :D

once again, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GREETINGS MS CARRIE!
loves.

anyway babe, i really appreciate that you feel unfair for me.
but i really dont want to be reminded anymore.

moreover, its the past.

& most imptly is that, ive already grew to be stronger.

love you the same babe :D

finished watching 'youre my destiny' drama.
awesome!
oh well, this kinda situation doesnt happen in reality.
hahaha.

xoxo.
nights.



-
sometimes i feel like telling you,
the world is so small.
so, can you use better tricks?
you need to be creative if you want to be a player.
now, you just proved yourself to be a loser.

if i were a boy

ive got purple nails now, awesome :D

however, i'm damn pissed off at the same time too,
because the long awaited dress i bought online has finally arrived today.
but, it has got a big hole on it.
wtf wtf seriously !

NEVERMIND.

anyway, i finally understand why there were such stares on me while i was on the train.
damn #$%^&%$#@.
lol.
i can laugh at myself the whole time when i found out about it.

off to watch my drama.
so loving it ((:

oh i gotta study for my test too.
hahaha.
feels damn old school to mention the word 'study'.
but its okay, i must PASS! :D

i cant wait for the weekends man :D
whooohoooo.

loves.
ciaos.

knock knock knockin' on heaven's door

'cuteeeee barbie doll lol '
*

"plan for many pleasures ahead"
woah, i like that (:

so much things to do.
eyelash extension, pedi & mani, get my dress, dye my hair, btt.

& of course, those impt dates which i mentioned in my previous post. heheh.
shopping, meetups, stayover, swim & birthdays celebration etc!

cant wait cant wait! ;p

& im so looking forward to 28th aug.
please let me PASS! hahah.

im turning into a burberry freak soon.
ahhaha.
pay please come in fast fast.
peiru u needa save !

late night chat with that bff.
lol fucking funny.
k love you lah! xoxo.



-
was i to blame?

loving my cousins :D

whoooo yes you saw the title.
i'm loving them so much :D
ate alot today, good sign.

cant wait for every sunday from now onwards man.
"sports day" lol.
yes what a silly term for it.
swimming, badminton, etc etc.
i like this idea, (:
healthyyyyy yo! heh.

btt btt btt btt, soon.

cant wait for my upcoming activities too.
22nd, 23rd, 26th, 29th, 30th Aug
17th, 18th, 19th Sept.
hehehe.
excited onlyyyyyy.

babes, please upload the photos soon!
hehehe.
cant wait.

okay time to sleep.
xoxoxo.

bags bags bags.

cant wait for later.
i need to put those troubling thoughts aside :]

piccas.

'shes so cuteeee, the only thing that attracts me to thai disco'

-

its not that i dont appreciate them

its not that i dont see your effort.

its just that i dont want to be seen as someone materialistic,

i choose to keep it with you.

who says its unhealthy?

thank you mommy for accompanying me to the hospital (:
hehehe,
and im glad i receive a piece of good news from the doc.
yay yay! (:
constant swimming and physio for now.

gonna start my driving lesson damn soon after i pass my btt.
yay yay yay!
cant wait to drive papa's car out, oopsss.

everything can go on per normal now,
but prolly not for my studies.
might have to push back another year.
oh well, i pray things goes well :D

still gotta keep a close look on my health.
hehehe (:

anyway,
met up with my xoxoxo today, it was awesome.
hard rock cafe, thai disco then to phuture.
powerpack! ;p
had fun.
beth & i happened to dress similar, it was unintended okay,
so cool! heheheh.

cant wait for activities later and sunday (:
loving my life now.
hehehe.

where's joe boy.
gosh! lol ! :x

okay im off to bed now.
d'awwwww
mac breakfast soon, hot cakesss omg!

goodnight/good morning.
ciaos.

it takes more than good memory to have good memories.

you dont have to hide.
it really makes me wonder,
what's the point?

anyway work was great today.
busy busy,
makes time passes damn fast.
hehehe.
setting up bgrd etc etc can really make me confuse.
but its a whole new job scope.
i like to learn new stuffs :]
my colleagues are awesome!

i love my cousins,
starting to miss them already.
i am thankful ive such crazy and fun loving family,
well more to maternal side :D

hehe, plans for tmr after work, friday after hospital appt, sat, as well as sun!
fruitful, i likeeeeeee :D

alright
ciaos.
goodnight!

immature

are you out of your mind?
you're acting like an immature adult.
way too extreme.
i totally cannot figure out why.
i just feel,
you're trying too hard.
totally insane.


anyway i cant wait to do some voluntary work with kel (:
heheheh.
damn rare sight, like we both agreed.
but finally, found a partner.
yay to that!
somehow i cant wait to visit ah por.
i pray pray pray she's still there, if not i'll regret not visiting her ever since i'd the first thought.
i pray!!!


another hospital session on friday.
it can be quite tiring to always visit that place.
but im strong! (:
i will pull thru. hehhe.


anyway, i always love my lover girls :D
and not forgetting, my xoxoxoxoxo, when are we meeting? (:


xoxo.
loves.

longevity to both.

anyway,
send my regards to them.
whether it gets to them or not,
i hope they sense it :]

silly, no more.

photos photos!
loves, they look so pretty.
w66p rocks my socks :D
meet up soon!

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back from kukop, brand new experience.
alot of bonding with cousins, relatives etc :]
we're loving those crazy times.

fireworks was pretty too, yayness to that.
will upload the video soon.
damn power, almost all the time there's fireworks above our head.
it was awesome.
most of us even tried lighting it.
loud, scary at first but NICEEEEE!

but looking at the number of hours we slept, its even more crazy.
its miraculously little.
i am surprised i survived through, thank god no fainting spells.


anyway, cousieeeezzz let's all be strong, life might be hard on us now, but take it as a learning journey.
we'll walk out of it.
we've each other as pillars of support.
loves!
miss vivian soh, pleas get a fb account soon! :]

this is damn nice,
解脱.

变了心的人
越想越伤人

想若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤,让人成长

你有自由走
我有自由好好过

解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我

photos up soon!
heheheh.

nights all.
i need to get enough of rest, if not tomorrow i will die during work.

xoxoo.
ciaos.

fucking had enough of those bullshits.

leaving for a short trip for good (:
hehehee.
cant wait to enjoy with my relatives & cousins and etc.
gonna camwhore like mad.

today was an awesome day.
meet up with my clique.
though we didnt get to watch UP, but we still had fun singing.
hehehe. pictures soon, yay.
and let's meet up again soon.

i'm glad you and i are still friends,
thanks for showing concern for me, esp remembering the promise that you will be there for me when i go for my operation. thanks xb, really appreciate!!
dont know if you'll read this, but yea, still wanna say thanks. hehhe.

i need everyone's support actually (:
i wont deny that im scared.
hahaha.
but i will be strong, very strong.

someday, i will make you regret.


-
fucking player.

An apple a day (:

hopefully it will really keep the doctor away heh.

the pain is kinda unbearable as day passes by,

wonder how long can i endure.

please dont let me faint, pleasseeeee.

i want to be healthy when i leave for malaysia.

if not i bet carrie babe is gonna kill me if i miss it again.

anyway,

im so tempted to go for the eyelash extension thing, since its on promotion.

bravo bravo! (:

well well, but seems that ive got no time.

shit!

eils wait for me leh ! ;p

anyway bought a dress online, and i think its quite suitable for my cousin's wedding.

yup yup, hope it doesnt turn out too bad, if not i'll faint.

hahaha.

had a bad experience for my prom dress already and ended up have to go for last minute shopping to get a new one.

but thankful enough that someone was there to help me with it.

what's the plan for tomorrow?

hahhaaa.

so many different suggestions but we've yet to settle with one ;p

my bad my bad.
but definitely watching 'UP' tomorrow yo! :]

finally, the long awaited weekends are here.

please let me recover! ive been home for 2long days already.

back to work on tuesday.

dont let me feel nauseous again.

i pray i pray.

goodbye world.

precious assets, dont lose it.

i know there're alot that i need to face now.
but i wont be defeated.
though alot of things have to be pushed back due to the operation, such as studies, driving license, etc.
even now, work is affected too.
my body is just too weak i guess.

i just dont wanna try too hard though, gonna do it bit by bit :]

i told myself, once i survived through the operation, i'm gonna start my life anew.
friends, family, cousins, colleagues etc will be there for me :D
i definitely know that.

i wanna achieve my things slowly one by one.
i dont wanna miss the opportunity seriously.
ive been living life as though i can depend on anyone.
well not anymore, i wanna see what im capable of as well.

dont try to bring me down :D
i shall put my tai-tai dream to the last, just a silly dream ;p
well, who doesnt wish to enjoy life right, but first i gonna see what im capable of !

i wanna thank you,
for moulding me to be stronger.
its all about a lesson learnt.

and i wanna thank someone,
for telling me the right perspect of 'independence'
thank you, but its just that i dont wanna trouble you too much yea.

cant wait for friday, saturday, sunday & monday!
whooohoooooo :D

anyway im gonna go broke soon if i keep spending money. hahaha.
must save! but seriously shopping is love! ;p

alright ciaos,
anyway bff cheer up, i love you!
xoxoo.


-
i dont have to know what you're doing,
just like how you dont know what im doing.
we live our own life :D
not knowing is the best remedy to move on.
dont wanna care anymore.

insomnia.

shit the medicine doesnt helps.
the pain dont seems to go away.
HELPPPPPP!
i dont want to miss work tomorrow.
):

anyway,
youre so plastic, yucks.

for my own good?
fuck you.

how coincident

had a fruitful day (:
but my back hurts alot though.
met my babes after the session, ehehhe.
loveslovesloves.
(:
shall meet up again soon yay!

& bump into melissa in the train.
nice talk,
please think wisely from now on! :D

anyway, just found out smth.
what a joke seriously, didnt know about it until now.
someone's eyecandy?
omg no wonder no wonder.
now i finally understand anyway.
it wasnt recent, but longgg ago things have already _____.

the world is so small.
hahahhaa.

ciaos.
work tomorrow!
come on, let the pain on my back go away!
arghhhh.

goodnight.
xoxo.

fire in the eyes.

heheheh.
had a damn power night! :D
social house & thaithai.
the companion was great i swear!
we're so gonna meet up soon again kays. hehehe.
home at 8am is totally awesome, but tiring.
main thing is, we all had fun!
photos photos pleaseeeee ;p

i love my life now! (:
i feel damn good.
but i still need to focus alot on my health.
cannot neglect it.
jiayou jiayou! heh.


oh & come on,
dont try too hard to be happy yo.
oh no, dirty lil secrets.
pun intended.

whatever it is,
let's just say,
over it (:

glad that you've moved on well too.
all the best. (:

ciaos.