All mixed up.

few days back, it was sucha happy day.

(new hair colour, great bonding, smooth sessions.)

2days ago, luck was on me.

(finally passed!, a surprise, an unexpected good news)

ytd, it went all wrong after lunch.
(changes, adaption, issues left unsolved)

today, it gets all emotional.
(touched, sweet, love&concern, so unwilling to leave, thankful, misses etc)

& the rest of the days, shall be spent focusing on things that needs my attention.
needa get it done asap,
needa recover :)

life is too short to be anything but happy!!!

很开心!!

fruitful, i like.

no pain, things went smoothly for today's session.
new look, however, doesn't please everyone, but definitely personality won't change.
new experience, giving maths solutions for about 3hours or so, hope it helped babe!

this is the first time where pappy, bro & me sat down together to talk about my future.
this is the first time i feel so comfortable talking about it.
this is the first time i feel i'd all their support.
this is the first time i feel so firm about what i want.
this is the first time i feel i'm living for a purpose.

i'm glad ive grown up.
well, maybe sometimes i might be fickle-minded, a lil lazy & dependent on people.
but this time, i am really glad.
i wanna take a bigger step.
i'm gonna be disciplined.
i've got a new direction in life :D

driving lessons here i come!
physio sessions to make me feel better!
uni uni here i come!!
more money come rolling in! :]

really feel so happy.
hopefully i'll still be driven as day passes by :D

as i bring back the memories.

i realised i am missing so much stuffs.
i miss my long-silky-straight hair, my tan-line, my slightly better complexion.
i miss that glow, that smile, that healthy look.
i miss my friends whom i have lost touch with.
gosh!

i still remember how i first started to dye & highlight my hair.
because someone said, its always good to be versatile.
well, i really like that new look back then.
i still remember what's the first thing i did when i'm done with my hair.

as i slowly look through the photos (taken regardless with whoever),
wow, i'm pretty glad that i'm a camwhore.
because at least, it did capture down all the moments that's once so dear to me.

enough with those thoughts (:
don't worry, i'm fine.

money money fall from the sky please!!
i really needa control myself from browsing through those online shops.
its killing me! hah.
money for daily expenses, driving lessons, bag/wallet, study expenses, 21st party
i so need to save!!!!

well, but as much as i say i wanna save,
tmr i shall go have a new haircut & do a fresh set of highlights before/after my physio (: & then off to Carrie's place for tuition.
yes that should be it!! i'm looking forward.
its time to pamper myself & make myself happy! :D

lastly, i love my familyyyy ttm!
eating durians & laughing at silly stuffs with pappy today is l.o.v.e!


off to continue watching the match hehe.
whoooooo liverpool is leading!
bet my carrie babe & family are screaming hooray! lol.
however, on the other hand, my brother is going crazy. accept the fact that man utd is gonna lose!!!! ;p

ciaos,
goodnight all.

Living life the way i want it to be (:

decided to blog heh
everyone's asking me what's wrong with the recent post, fb status & tweets.
well, im fine & am already over it.
thanks to those who showed concern!

these few days were tough.
but at least i'd a happy weekend (:
met the botaks & emily, loves.



& today's the happiest day of my week so far.
swimming with my nieces yay!
they're so adorable! hehhe.

short post,

xoxox.

i've had enough.

MIND YOUR BLOODY OWN BUSINESS.
USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK.
BUT THAT IS IF YOU EVEN HAVE ONE.
PISSED.
DONT ASSUME BECAUSE YOU KNOW NOTHING.
AND I DONT NEED YOU TO FEEL HAPPY FOR ME.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
BUT JUST, STFU.

Why.

the lyrics is awesome!

Playing with fire

3hours of sleep.
totally insane.
amazed how i dont feel tired at all.

fly, flew, flown away.
6, 42, 1008.
woah.

skinny, i know.

sometimes i do dislike passerby(s) commenting so loudly with damn exaggerating voice, "wah so skinny lehhh"

sounds as though i'm a freak -.-

vroom vroom.

):

why do i always fall sick? ):
why do i always take so long to recover each time i fall sick? ):
why why why!
i'm so upset, sigh.

take it easy on me

i feel so sick now.
so much things to do.
but all left undone.
guessed i havent push myself enough.
well, shall concentrate on getting well first then (:

need a short escape, seriously.

okay 2 nice songs to share (:
ciaos.
cant wait to get well soon!
& rock my weekends, xoxo.

-
i threw it away.
because it withered, just like us.

Up above.

70th storey (:

a new experience.

okay, something random.

im thinking what colour should i paint my room's wall.

mom bought me a bedroom set that comes with a dressing table, closet, & a bed frame.

bro chose it, hahah i hope i can trust his taste seriously.

i cant wait to have my own room, where its gonna be neat and all.

but on a sidenote, im really gonna miss my bro & family esp my nieces. ):

still, i want my room to look pretty pretty (:

was thinking a brown & pink theme, lol.

okay too early to think about all this hahaha.

just like its too early to plan for my birthday, but i already have some idea ;p

actually i should be studying now, bahhhh.

lost the drive, but no worries, i will still study in the end.

well, i know my brother meant well.

but being me, i choose to just listen to the good things. oops!

no worries for this as well, i know what i want in life actually.

just need some time (:

& lastly, happy advance birthday to you!!! (:

one last thing before im off to study.

im craving for yoshinoya's beef bowl & subway!!! ;p

alright,

ciaos.

xoxox.

-

guilt

lucky to be in love with your best friend.

i was bored.
so i chanced upon this lady's blog,

i know its random.
but just felt like sharing a lil :]

i so love her personality.
she seems perfect to me.
her life, her career, her everything.

her boyfriend/best friend.
came over to sg for a project on filming/shooting etc.
they fell in love, so deep.
had the foundation of trust, understanding.
but he only had 30days in sg.
they spend it like everyday was their last.
how sweet isnt it.

the saying goodbye part will definitely be heartbreaking.
but i guess, that 30days have made a great difference in their life.
could feel from the way she blogged.

at least she kinda made me believe that maybe, true love does exist :)

on a side note, im still feeling unwell.
okay time to rest.

SO CUTE!!! (:

sam loves subway too!
so cute right lol.
and please dont comment that i look like my brother :\

SWEET, OR WHAT.

LOL!

this is how you remind me

that i'm drowning.
its taking all of my energy.

can i have my poly admin card back? ):
why am i so silly? bahhhh.

& ive predicted that my phone bill this month gonna boomz!

wish me luck seriously lol.

needa get back that glow & radiance soon!

maybe the day when they bump into me, i was just too tired.

okay trying too hard to comfort myself :\

but at least, im living life happy.

heheee, gotta get more sleep thats all.

on a sidenote, this is how M look forward to weekends.

hilarious & it made me laugh lol!

"Today's tuesday which means tomorrow's a wednesday, the day before thursday; and then friday, the next day before SATURDAY! hahaha weekend!"

piccas,

so true.

"Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change is too much to bear. But most of the time, change is the only thing saving your life. "

here i am.

glow glow glow with adrian! (:
that's the theme for it, so everyone had a light stick !!!
happy birthday gay boy! lol.
hope you like the gift and all k!
good luck with ns too!!


tanning was great!
but i think should stay longer under the sun heheh.
well, a happy & fun weekend! :D

more piccas with vivi (:

loves.

cant wait to visit baby chanel.

yay yay! :D

xoxo.

ciaos.

-

thank you tsh (: