21yo.

im blogging in the office,
this is how free i am.
im sure this comfort zone will definitely have a change in awhile.
so i better make full use of it now before i complain about how busy i am ltr on.
thank god that mommy accompanied me for lunch, if not i'd prolly die of hunger!
i hope to see things get better in the office.
although i might be here only for a mnth, since ive to go through my major op in april, but i still hope ive a good experience in this new environment :)

hahaha im always this contradicting.
peiru grow up lehhhhhh~ ;p

i cant believe i failed.
now ive to go for 4 compulsory revision lessons,
$240 leh not cheap!!
peiruuuuuuuuu this is bad.
and another $160 for the test!!!
$400 leh, stupid why fail ):
now ive got one more thing lingering on the checklist!!!
arghhh so angry with myself seriously!!!

party stuffs almost done,
thank you for pushing me to get things done.

so since, i cant get any slots for the next tp any earlier than april,
now ive to prioritise & do other stuffs first.
apply for uni!!! :D

okay gtg find some other stuffs to do before boss comes back with work for me to do.
ciaos, hurry 5pm! :)


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different level of significance,
different kind of treatment.
everything about me can be put on-hold,
but that one thing always has your priority.

Dont ask.

when will that 'one fine day' come?
its tiring me out, seriously.
give me a reason to believe.
i wanna voice it out, but i dont wanna make it worst.
i dont wanna remind you.

i thought it'd get better, but it didnt.
i think my life is in a mess now.
i choke on my own assumptions.

tell me its only pms acting up because i cant find any other better reasons.
suddenly, i just wanna sleep my life away.
suddenly, i just hope my spine miraculously becomes straight.
suddenly... so many suddenly(s).

i think im afraid to face up to reality.
i hate to see changes.

ciaos.
what a way to start off a morning by emoing.
remember, dont ask.

I never told you,

here's a song,

that becomes a current love of me & carrieneo.

i shall share it with all you :)

totallly no link with the above,

so dont get the wrong idea.

I Never Told You Lyrics- Colbie Caillat

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I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

this is cute,

Spare me,

i think i must have lost my mind.
i keep assuming there's still smth going on.
whatever it is,
dont lie,
dont hide.
i'd appreciate.

Keep forgetting,

All of this relates,

" If you’re not happy with the person you’re with, don’t stay with them. You’re not magically going to wake up one morning and decide you’re going to be happy again. Someone makes you that way. Find the someone that makes you happy. "

" You close your eyes when you cry. That’s ok. Just don’t keep them closed too long. Things have become beautiful since you last looked. There’s nothing more to cry about."

"To tell you the truth, I still wonder every now and then how we ended up this way"

"It’s easy to forget things you want to remember. It’s hard to forget things you don’t want to remember"

"If you keep clinging onto the past, you're not allowing both of you to speed up the moving on phase; sometimes you ought to be harsh, regardless who was at fault."

"Run, and leave it all behind, would you?"

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