weak.

god damnit!
first it was serious back strain, then fever, then spine problem reached extreme case, then now what ?!
stomach flu.

i cannot take it anymore man.
i feel tired, extremely tired.
mentally, physically, emotionally.
fuck it i say ! ):

medicine, medicine and more medicine.
):
been home for many days, facing those 4walls.
having nth to do, i feel ive distant away from the world.
i freaking dont like this.

sigh,
what to do.
get well soon then peiru -.-

can you grant me a wish?
just one before i enter that operation theatre? ):
sigh.