Taking back my love, ♥

Friday, October 30, 2009

All mixed up.

few days back, it was sucha happy day.

(new hair colour, great bonding, smooth sessions.)

2days ago, luck was on me.

(finally passed!, a surprise, an unexpected good news)

ytd, it went all wrong after lunch.
(changes, adaption, issues left unsolved)

today, it gets all emotional.
(touched, sweet, love&concern, so unwilling to leave, thankful, misses etc)

& the rest of the days, shall be spent focusing on things that needs my attention.
needa get it done asap,
needa recover :)

life is too short to be anything but happy!!!

Monday, October 26, 2009

fruitful, i like.

no pain, things went smoothly for today's session.
new look, however, doesn't please everyone, but definitely personality won't change.
new experience, giving maths solutions for about 3hours or so, hope it helped babe!

this is the first time where pappy, bro & me sat down together to talk about my future.
this is the first time i feel so comfortable talking about it.
this is the first time i feel i'd all their support.
this is the first time i feel so firm about what i want.
this is the first time i feel i'm living for a purpose.

i'm glad ive grown up.
well, maybe sometimes i might be fickle-minded, a lil lazy & dependent on people.
but this time, i am really glad.
i wanna take a bigger step.
i'm gonna be disciplined.
i've got a new direction in life :D

driving lessons here i come!
physio sessions to make me feel better!
uni uni here i come!!
more money come rolling in! :]

really feel so happy.
hopefully i'll still be driven as day passes by :D

Sunday, October 25, 2009

as i bring back the memories.

i realised i am missing so much stuffs.
i miss my long-silky-straight hair, my tan-line, my slightly better complexion.
i miss that glow, that smile, that healthy look.
i miss my friends whom i have lost touch with.
gosh!

i still remember how i first started to dye & highlight my hair.
because someone said, its always good to be versatile.
well, i really like that new look back then.
i still remember what's the first thing i did when i'm done with my hair.

as i slowly look through the photos (taken regardless with whoever),
wow, i'm pretty glad that i'm a camwhore.
because at least, it did capture down all the moments that's once so dear to me.

enough with those thoughts (:
don't worry, i'm fine.

money money fall from the sky please!!
i really needa control myself from browsing through those online shops.
its killing me! hah.
money for daily expenses, driving lessons, bag/wallet, study expenses, 21st party
i so need to save!!!!

well, but as much as i say i wanna save,
tmr i shall go have a new haircut & do a fresh set of highlights before/after my physio (: & then off to Carrie's place for tuition.
yes that should be it!! i'm looking forward.
its time to pamper myself & make myself happy! :D

lastly, i love my familyyyy ttm!
eating durians & laughing at silly stuffs with pappy today is l.o.v.e!

off to continue watching the match hehe.
whoooooo liverpool is leading!
bet my carrie babe & family are screaming hooray! lol.
however, on the other hand, my brother is going crazy. accept the fact that man utd is gonna lose!!!! ;p

ciaos,
goodnight all.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Living life the way i want it to be (:

decided to blog heh
everyone's asking me what's wrong with the recent post, fb status & tweets.
well, im fine & am already over it.
thanks to those who showed concern!

these few days were tough.
but at least i'd a happy weekend (:
met the botaks & emily, loves.

& today's the happiest day of my week so far.
swimming with my nieces yay!
they're so adorable! hehhe.

short post,

xoxox.

i've had enough.

MIND YOUR BLOODY OWN BUSINESS.
USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK.
BUT THAT IS IF YOU EVEN HAVE ONE.
PISSED.
DONT ASSUME BECAUSE YOU KNOW NOTHING.
AND I DONT NEED YOU TO FEEL HAPPY FOR ME.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
BUT JUST, STFU.