I never told you,

here's a song,

that becomes a current love of me & carrieneo.

i shall share it with all you :)

totallly no link with the above,

so dont get the wrong idea.

I Never Told You Lyrics- Colbie Caillat

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I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
But I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in

And now, I miss everything about you (still you're gone)
I can't believe that I still want you (and loving you, I never should have walked away)
After all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

this is cute,

Spare me,

i think i must have lost my mind.
i keep assuming there's still smth going on.
whatever it is,
dont lie,
dont hide.
i'd appreciate.

Keep forgetting,

All of this relates,

" If you’re not happy with the person you’re with, don’t stay with them. You’re not magically going to wake up one morning and decide you’re going to be happy again. Someone makes you that way. Find the someone that makes you happy. "

" You close your eyes when you cry. That’s ok. Just don’t keep them closed too long. Things have become beautiful since you last looked. There’s nothing more to cry about."

"To tell you the truth, I still wonder every now and then how we ended up this way"

"It’s easy to forget things you want to remember. It’s hard to forget things you don’t want to remember"

"If you keep clinging onto the past, you're not allowing both of you to speed up the moving on phase; sometimes you ought to be harsh, regardless who was at fault."

"Run, and leave it all behind, would you?"

/via (P.heartache.tumbr)

/via (Saltwaterroom.tumblr)

Losing faith,

this isn't how i want the night to end.
i don't know what to do now,
i can never promise that this emotional outburst won't happen again, and i know i'd still be twirling around my thoughts when you're around.

I tried to understand, I tried to see it positively, but I always failed in this aspect.
I lose my composure each time the same issue surfaces.

Now I've 1week to make my choice.
I hope I make it wise.

My heart smiles,

"Waking up to something sweet, trying to lengthen the companion of each other by snoozing the alarm, leaving with a kiss on the forehead. This is what i call, perfect morning."

i am elated!
today's a blissful day,
thanks to my lovely family & kscz,
or prolly i should say, daddy :)

chinese new year was awesome!!
it was well-balanced!! :)
met xoxoxo, w66p, most imptly all my awesome relatives & cousins!

pics spam! ;p

♥

they'll never be replaced, incl grandma (:

my angels :*)

cousins ftw!! much loves!!

♥

my xoxoxox loves! :D:D

♥

lover girlssssss :D

♥

my valentine :)

P.S: i love surprises! thank you, chusss*

more meetup & activities to come!
cant wait! but first i needa prioritise my stuffs & get them done first before i let the fun set in!! wheeee whooooo.
1 week without kscz, hmmpfs outfield!! :@

hope that everything goes well on monday!!
& please please let me pass TP on first attempt!!

thats all folks.
ciaos.
xoxo.