Friday, April 30, 2010

Before & After

im bored,
so here goes (:


are you amazed?
are you frightened?

hahaa it looks scary to me at first,
and i guess for my case, it was the longest segment they'd ever amended to make it straight again - its T5 to L1'
whichever staff nurse or doc that seen my scar, they'd comment "wow quite long uh"
well, this scar & the metal implants stays with me forever,
and looking at it positively,
its all for the better & ive brave through it :)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

shiok shiok shiok! :D

im broke, but still feels happy.
when im well, ive more pretty clothes to wear :)
wheeee hooo!!
ive got 3 items from Eils :)
my bff calls me stupid but i still love her heaps.
see, i so nice, where to find?

i am so excited about my loots,
7 of them!!
shiok shiok shiok!!

okay better write it down before i lose track of all of them and my $$ flies ;p
HWC french lace tunic
HWC tri colour toga
HWC mini floral bodycon
RWB golden buttons highwaist shorts BO
HH lace overlay spaghetti top summer yellow BO
HH summer romper lilac
LP peaches & cream dress

gonna stop buying for now. hhehe.
if not im gonna starve the next one month since my MC ends on 24th May which means i would have no source of income from work.

still,
im a happy girl! :)
xoxo.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Enough is enough.

it all doesnt make sense anymore.
i give up,
why not try feeling my agony?

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Thankful, ♥

at the side of my bed, as though telling me;
"Get Well Soon" :)


okay back to topic,
on my actual bday though i'd to spend it at home, most of the time lying on bed & the most tragic thing tt happened was having to faint on my bday.
still, im thankful.
thankful for the surprise bday cake, surprise lil gifts & the coordinating with my mom to ask my bro&family to come over to celebrate with me :)
i'd appreciate that.
im still waiting for my big gift though, wahahhaha!
beware, i look horrible, ): what to do, patient what ;p

my lil gifts, (:


& of course, not forgetting my BFF,
who wrote a post specially for me :)
it was totally hilarious, it brighten up my day definitely.
love you!

as well as, AA & LXL actually send me a parcel just in time for my bday!!
im so happy! they're so thoughtful!!


lastly, thankew everyone for all the bday wishes! :)
i'm more than contented though the day was spent simple. hhehe.
& again, i wanna thank those ppl who attended my bday party, you all made my 21st bday a blast!! :)

gonna work on recovery!
cant wait to hang out and watch movies!! ;p
next up will be time for school & work.
cant wait, hurray!
live my life to the fullest, must! :)

off to read 'Dear John', & when ive finished it, its time to read this 2 books again, they both hold too much of memories! (: oh or maybe 'The Last Song' & 'Remember Me' too. hehhee


xoxo
ciaos.

Friday, April 16, 2010

I miss,

when my world falls apart,
would you come catch me?

19th & 20th birthday was spent awesome.
21st party was awesome as well.
what about my actual bday this year?
I
CANNOT
TAKE
IT
ANYMORE!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

I wanna look into your eyes again,



back to square one,
this shouldnt be the way,
return that fantasy to me.

how do i convey,
how do i find my way back there.

it feels like a dream to me now.