Monday, August 10, 2009

silly, no more.

photos photos!
loves, they look so pretty.
w66p rocks my socks :D
meet up soon!


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back from kukop, brand new experience.
alot of bonding with cousins, relatives etc :]
we're loving those crazy times.

fireworks was pretty too, yayness to that.
will upload the video soon.
damn power, almost all the time there's fireworks above our head.
it was awesome.
most of us even tried lighting it.
loud, scary at first but NICEEEEE!

but looking at the number of hours we slept, its even more crazy.
its miraculously little.
i am surprised i survived through, thank god no fainting spells.


anyway, cousieeeezzz let's all be strong, life might be hard on us now, but take it as a learning journey.
we'll walk out of it.
we've each other as pillars of support.
loves!
miss vivian soh, pleas get a fb account soon! :]

this is damn nice,
解脱.

变了心的人
越想越伤人

想若结局一样
又何苦再想
伤,让人成长

你有自由走
我有自由好好过

解脱是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我

photos up soon!
heheheh.

nights all.
i need to get enough of rest, if not tomorrow i will die during work.

xoxoo.
ciaos.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

fucking had enough of those bullshits.

leaving for a short trip for good (:
hehehee.
cant wait to enjoy with my relatives & cousins and etc.
gonna camwhore like mad.

today was an awesome day.
meet up with my clique.
though we didnt get to watch UP, but we still had fun singing.
hehehe. pictures soon, yay.
and let's meet up again soon.

i'm glad you and i are still friends,
thanks for showing concern for me, esp remembering the promise that you will be there for me when i go for my operation. thanks xb, really appreciate!!
dont know if you'll read this, but yea, still wanna say thanks. hehhe.

i need everyone's support actually (:
i wont deny that im scared.
hahaha.
but i will be strong, very strong.

someday, i will make you regret.


-
fucking player.

Friday, August 7, 2009

An apple a day (:




hopefully it will really keep the doctor away heh.
the pain is kinda unbearable as day passes by,
wonder how long can i endure.
please dont let me faint, pleasseeeee.
i want to be healthy when i leave for malaysia.
if not i bet carrie babe is gonna kill me if i miss it again.

anyway,
im so tempted to go for the eyelash extension thing, since its on promotion.
bravo bravo! (:
well well, but seems that ive got no time.
shit!
eils wait for me leh ! ;p

anyway bought a dress online, and i think its quite suitable for my cousin's wedding.
yup yup, hope it doesnt turn out too bad, if not i'll faint.
hahaha.
had a bad experience for my prom dress already and ended up have to go for last minute shopping to get a new one.
but thankful enough that someone was there to help me with it.

what's the plan for tomorrow?
hahhaaa.
so many different suggestions but we've yet to settle with one ;p
my bad my bad.
but definitely watching 'UP' tomorrow yo! :]

finally, the long awaited weekends are here.
please let me recover! ive been home for 2long days already.
back to work on tuesday.
dont let me feel nauseous again.

i pray i pray.
goodbye world.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

precious assets, dont lose it.

i know there're alot that i need to face now.
but i wont be defeated.
though alot of things have to be pushed back due to the operation, such as studies, driving license, etc.
even now, work is affected too.
my body is just too weak i guess.

i just dont wanna try too hard though, gonna do it bit by bit :]

i told myself, once i survived through the operation, i'm gonna start my life anew.
friends, family, cousins, colleagues etc will be there for me :D
i definitely know that.

i wanna achieve my things slowly one by one.
i dont wanna miss the opportunity seriously.
ive been living life as though i can depend on anyone.
well not anymore, i wanna see what im capable of as well.

dont try to bring me down :D
i shall put my tai-tai dream to the last, just a silly dream ;p
well, who doesnt wish to enjoy life right, but first i gonna see what im capable of !

i wanna thank you,
for moulding me to be stronger.
its all about a lesson learnt.

and i wanna thank someone,
for telling me the right perspect of 'independence'
thank you, but its just that i dont wanna trouble you too much yea.

cant wait for friday, saturday, sunday & monday!
whooohoooooo :D

anyway im gonna go broke soon if i keep spending money. hahaha.
must save! but seriously shopping is love! ;p

alright ciaos,
anyway bff cheer up, i love you!
xoxoo.


-
i dont have to know what you're doing,
just like how you dont know what im doing.
we live our own life :D
not knowing is the best remedy to move on.
dont wanna care anymore.

insomnia.

shit the medicine doesnt helps.
the pain dont seems to go away.
HELPPPPPP!
i dont want to miss work tomorrow.
):

anyway,
youre so plastic, yucks.

for my own good?
fuck you.

how coincident

had a fruitful day (:
but my back hurts alot though.
met my babes after the session, ehehhe.
loveslovesloves.
(:
shall meet up again soon yay!

& bump into melissa in the train.
nice talk,
please think wisely from now on! :D

anyway, just found out smth.
what a joke seriously, didnt know about it until now.
someone's eyecandy?
omg no wonder no wonder.
now i finally understand anyway.
it wasnt recent, but longgg ago things have already _____.

the world is so small.
hahahhaa.

ciaos.
work tomorrow!
come on, let the pain on my back go away!
arghhhh.

goodnight.
xoxo.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

fire in the eyes.

heheheh.
had a damn power night! :D
social house & thaithai.
the companion was great i swear!
we're so gonna meet up soon again kays. hehehe.
home at 8am is totally awesome, but tiring.
main thing is, we all had fun!
photos photos pleaseeeee ;p

i love my life now! (:
i feel damn good.
but i still need to focus alot on my health.
cannot neglect it.
jiayou jiayou! heh.


oh & come on,
dont try too hard to be happy yo.
oh no, dirty lil secrets.
pun intended.

whatever it is,
let's just say,
over it (:

glad that you've moved on well too.
all the best. (:

ciaos.