More happy moments please!

Jan happenings;
this is yet another late post,
hehee but im still smiling to myself when i thought of it :)
will post piccas when i have them.

♥ lance's wedding & time spent with CPF colleagues.
♥ a day spend with nieces & ks
♥ dayout with carrie sweet
♥ happy days; prawning, activities, meetups etc.
♥ happy 1st!
♥ making of mango sago dessert!


anyway, i miss so many people!!
1) my xoxoxo, but im too caught up with friday's hospital appt & am too broke to club. sigh! any alternatives babes?
2) my cousins, and i shall meet up with carrie one of this days in the weekdays and the rest on sunday!
3) my w66p clique, gonna plan another outing asap, miss them alr, since the last meet up i blew up cause i was unwell.
4) emily&co, gonna go plan a meetup soon as well! :)
5) colleagues, shall see when im free to meet them for lunch, miss golden bridge's fish soup!

on a happier note, tmr's last lesson for driving.
but its more like a mock TP test.
so wish me luck!! :)

alright, friday please go well!
but i know its still more likely that the OP will be the best decision ):

ciaos,
hopefully feb will be a better month!
a new phase of life after friday's decision.

Memories?

To forget is just an interpretation. An immeasurable love’s memories can never be wiped off. Time doesn’t devour memories: It just slowly, painfully converts it into fragments of a dream. Occasionally, something will spark the wrath of the dream, and the dream will alter into a memory again.

This is life, and it can be a struggle sometimes.

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises. And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead… and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. So you plant your own garden instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and that you really do have worth… and with every goodbye, you learn.

/via Runwaytrain

Hello 2010, Goodbye 2009.

heart as one,
everything can be solved.
they say its no point crying,
because it doesnt help to lighten the load.
so, i'm gonna be strong.
be on my own,
step out,
make them proud.


2010 gonna be a better year i hope!
forget about new year resolutions because i will never ever fulfill them.
but im gonna make it fruitful, must!
i wont be reflecting much on 2009 here,
if not i am sure im gonna bore all of you with a whole chunk of words.
however, in short, i wont be committing the same mistakes i did in 2009.
no more regrets, or whatsoever (:

(just wanna be happy)

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4issues always hindering me,

but im gonna checked them out one by one.

independence baby, i can do it!

go go go!

anyway im very much into psychology now,

no idea why, but many are telling me its not easy.

so should i go ahead or should i continue the thought of studying business related stuffs?

or should i teach? hehhee.

sometimes this topic makes me excited but yet, stress.

no reflection like i said,

but still, i wanna end this with.

i love my family, my cousins/relatives, friends.

in case i miss out any, in short,

i simply love all my love ones!

P.S i like how my hair colour is turning red (:

Give me peace, please?

i have been bothered by so many issues recently.
gonna suffocate very soon ):
happy times doesnt stays,
& bad times/memories/situation just keep haunting me.
i dont wanna end 2009 this way.
upset but true, i am gonna start 2010 in an unhappy manner too ):

what's next year gonna be like when so many things have to be pushed back?
hate it when things strucks me and i lose all the drive to continue striving.
i have to be strong, its time i get on my feet.
no more getting back to square one,
i repeat, no more!
but like what many says, as long as you stay bonded as one,
plenty of things can be solved rationally.
i really hope so.

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this picture post came late, pardon me.
meetup with emily&co was awesome.
reuben's bdae celebration was awesome as well, w66p hurray!
bff's bdae celebration was mad love too, xoxoxo ftw!
bonding with cousins & relatives, spells l-o-v-e!

xmas was great, very well balanced (:
♥

thankful for all this,
at least those upsetting stuffs didnt surface when im with them (:

sem 1 classmates! :]
& yes, we still meet up & have endless topics.
much loves too, meet up soon!

♥

w66p united as one! (:

so many months had passed after we've graduated,

and we're still this close.

i must say, you guys are really the best!
meet up soon!

♥

'kope' pics from jas :]

my xoxoxo clique, i cant live without.

loveloves much.

cant wait to see you girlies later (:


♥


i love them, because we go through thick&thin tgt
what's most impt is, the love we shared (:
they're the ones who nvr fails to make me feel better

& they certainly seen my craziest side.

i love you all!

maternal side relatives ftw! :]

♥

splendid views on xmas (:

♥

lastly,

i wanna thank my cousins, bff, vivi, lqh, ks.

for being there for me during this tough period (:

Its a heartbreaking situation.

i dont voice out doesnt mean i am not affected.
i dont like seeing everything thumbling down just like that.
i cannot imagine how's life gonna be.
where so many things have to be pushed back.
everything cant go according to plan.
i am tired, tired of things happening around me.
even more tired of life right at this point.
i need peace,
i just feel like being alone for a lil while.

2009 is quite a bad year.
i hope 2010 will be a better year.
i am not looking forward to xmas seriously.

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i am finally home for dinner after so many days.

i am going broke, very very broke.

this is a bad sign, because i need to prepare so many ppl's xmas gift ):

life is full of ups & downs.

ive been experiencing plenty of happy stuffs.

but happy moments doesnt last.

so i am very much stucked in between of no where.

i just wanna be happy seriously.

will update about my weekends when i feel better.

lastly,

ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF!

LOVE YOU LONG TIME.

I dont need you to know,

but you still did.
dont know why/how,
being me, i will still return a word of thanks.

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certainly, nightmare.

all of you wouldnt want to know how bad/horrifying it is to go through this.

i am thankful ive my family members around.

whenever there's time like this, they're the one who suffers with me too.

they're the ones who understand me the most (:

i wanted to just laugh this off by telling myself,

its quite cool aint it, so many first experiences.

putting on drips, etc etc.

yes i know it sounds silly, but i dont know what other ways should i use to chuck this incident aside.

gotta stop all my late nights and have a balance diet and lead a healthy lifestyle!!

MUST MUST MUST!!!

lastly, i wanna thanks all who showed concern,

esp my relatives, carrie, xoxoxo, vivi, emily, seow, aa and all those on fb (:

missed the party on thurs, and today had to miss my 'newmoon' date!

upset but i guess, i really need this amount of rest afterall (:

will update with pictures the next post when i feel better (:

dayout with emily& co on 28thnov.

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P.S; thank you for the vitamin c & card, appreciated!!

P.P.S; i do get mentally drained when ive to keep explaining myself, please do try to understand.